day 1

hell starts now.

well actually yesterday. with all the gruesome that came from his mouth. 

i don't know what will happen next but prepare for the upcoming hell is the only thing sane thing i could do.

i called mom and cried because i love her so much and she deserves so much more.

i texted my brother and cried because he got bad things in his life and i cant protect him.

i ate frozen pizza and felt the anaphylactic shock because of my seafood allergy.

so ungrateful for the creamy, cheesy, frozen, free, tuna pizza.

for the bad things my brother had.

for the life my mother lived.